32.32 

Well. Last night wasn’t too bad, I guess. I have a hard time getting along with my grandmother, because our views on things are so different. I consider myself extremely open-minded.. It’s her, that doesn’t like how I think.

But my grandpa and I.. We don’t think too much alike either, but he’s so easy to get along with. Last night as the sleet and snow was coming down, my grandma was freaking out - he didn’t bat an eyelid. He’s such a cool, calm, collected individual. He’s also one of those people that I can tell if I don’t understand something and rather than judging my ignorance, he’ll quickly jump into explaining whatever I’m confused about!

The world outside is so beautiful and fragile.. and slick! I was without internet but I was also fully caffeinated last night, so I took to being artistic. Here’s what I got. When I try really hard, I can draw kind of cool stuff.

33.365 (feliz cumpleanos a me)

February third was my birthday. I turned sixteen. This was actually taken on the third, I just haven’t gotten the chance to upload it until now.

My birthday was actually kind of wonderful. Aaron, Tiffany, Eric and I went and spent five hours at my city’s “downtown” area. I didn’t realize it was possible to have so much fun in a place that I kind of resented. And then a family friend took me out to dinner. That was a good time as well.

34.365 (expectation vs. reality)

in movies, when girls cry, they look so pretty. they’re flushed but not too much. that’s not at all what happens to me. i’m a blubbery mess. 

35.365 (feelings that won’t go away)

i had my birthday party last night. eleven people showed up - pretty good turnout. everyone got along and four of the girls spent the night. it was a really good time.

he even came.

he’s going back to college today though.

i’m still sad about my situation with my dad, but at least yesterday and today i was able to get it out of my mind for a little while.

i’m going to a superbowl party at Eric’s church. tiffany and aaron and luke (ben’s little brother) will be there too. it should be a good time as well.

36.365 (give Beatles a chance.)

I still really like The Beatles. Basically, he got this as a part of my birthday present. :3

I got my permit yesterday! I can’t stop listening to Mr. Brightside by The Killers. it’s such a perfect song. 

37.365 (all i wanted was you.)

38.365 (grow hair grow)

i wish my hair would grow 

i wish my hair would grow 

i wish my hair would grow

39.365 (shoes can tell you a lot about a person)

40.365 (not all of those who wonder are lost.)

regardless, i am

41.365 (i long to be carefree again.)